[kimmytor]

hey there everyone
im a normal middleaged woman conflicted in a taboo fantasy

[kimmytor]

ive always been a reserved woman, never had much of a sexual imagination until menopause seems like my hormones went haywire. This is gonna sound disturbing, im quite disturbed by it but i cannot seem to shake it. I find myself fantasizing over my 28 yrs old son, during my alone time its all that seems to turn me on. Please please please tell me im not the only mother going through this

[muffin70]

I've not read all the pages in this thread, but I do have some fantasies - some I've told my wife and some I've not
I often fantasise about tying her up in her scarves and having my way with her, then ejaculating over her scarves (there is no way in hell she'd let me do this!)
I sometimes fantasise about a well endowed west African man or similar taking her from behind as I watch
these are the 2 I've told her about

but I've had the odd fantasy about my wife being a hermaphrodite (male and female genitalia) so I can stroke her off to pleasure her
and I also have the odd gay fantasy too (even though I'm a straight happily married male) and like to know what it feels like to masturbate a man or she-male to ejaculation - the thought of masturbating another pen1s to orgasm sometimes really turns me on....
I've not told my wife about these ones!

[WaveRider]

Incest isn't fantasy. It's criminal. In CA it's a non-reducible felony.

CA Penal Coded Section 285:

Persons being within the degrees of consanguinity within which marriages are declared by law to be incestuous and void, who intermarry with each other, or who being 14 years of age or older, commit fornication or adultery with each other, are punishable by imprisonment in the state prison.

If a sex act is not illegal, I wouldn't have a clue of the definition of taboo sex. It's probably more of an opinion.

[WaveRider]

ive always been a reserved woman, never had much of a sexual imagination until menopause seems like my hormones went haywire. This is gonna sound disturbing, im quite disturbed by it but i cannot seem to shake it. I find myself fantasizing over my 28 yrs old son, during my alone time its all that seems to turn me on. Please please please tell me im not the only mother going through this

You need therapy.

[WaveRider]

An interesting point, if it's still valid, and I believe it is: most incestuous relationships occur between brother and sister

[kimmytor]

as i said before its just a fantasy and im not sick....
if i could remove these thoughts from my head i would, just curious to see if there are other mothers battling the same conflict

[WaveRider]

Happy New Year, kimmytor,

I've never heard of a woman with your thoughts. I'm sure it's more than likely that you're not the first, nor will you be the last.

The problem with incest is one has power or force while the other, usually the female, submits out of fear.

I wish you the absolute best in purging your thoughts. I'm sure that you're a good person.

[atskitty2]

kimmytor, I'm so sorry these thoughts have come to you. Menopause huh? Well, about 3 years ago, I had a huge hormonal shift, and I had a horrible mood, personality and thought struggle through that process. I was alarmed by the thoughts invading my mind and had no control over them. I get it. Are you having other unwanted thoughts or behavioral changes?

You're recognizing that this isn't proper, and that's the good thing. Have you spoken to your doctor or a therapist to help you cope with the changes you're experiencing? Not because there's anything wrong with you, but because these things can sometimes bring guilt and shame, which are not healthy for you mentally. They can also help you learn tools for managing the thoughts when they creep in. It's likely they'll suggest medication, but you can manage without.

Hugs. Sorry this is happening. I had some "odd" sexual desires back at that time, so I can understand your frustration. Hang in there.

[WaveRider]

kimmytor, I'm so sorry these thoughts have come to you. Menopause huh? Well, about 3 years ago, I had a huge hormonal shift, and I had a horrible mood, personality and thought struggle through that process. I was alarmed by the thoughts invading my mind and had no control over them. I get it. Are you having other unwanted thoughts or behavioral changes?

You're recognizing that this isn't proper, and that's the good thing. Have you spoken to your doctor or a therapist to help you cope with the changes you're experiencing? Not because there's anything wrong with you, but because these things can sometimes bring guilt and shame, which are not healthy for you mentally. They can also help you learn tools for managing the thoughts when they creep in. It's likely they'll suggest medication, but you can manage without.

Hugs. Sorry this is happening. I had some "odd" sexual desires back at that time, so I can understand your frustration. Hang in there.

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