[Something_Awesome]

I don't know why you would wanna be in the fantasy though S.A.

I am not in the fantasy Patti

[Patti-here]

Oh I thought you said you were,, sorry my bad.

[Something_Awesome]

Omfg... another fantasy of mine, and this one is HUGE (I can't believe I neglected to mention this)! I've only had this fantasy with my current GF and it's a pretty recent development (maybe 1.5 years).

I fantasize about me being already married to my GF, and she gets HIV through some freak accident (not through sex). She becomes utterly devasted and then tells me about it (she is often crying when she tells me). I then respond by having unprotected sex with her and get the virus as well. In this fantasy she is not dominant/aggressive when we are having sex. I would say I have the lead, but am not acting selfishly or as a total dominant.

Oh, and she tries to convince me to not go through with this (the sex) and then she gives in. This is without question my favorite fantasy and will get me aroused almost any time and anywhere.

Edit: this is taboo because it's morbid.

[jen1447]

Yeah that is a little creepy-freaky but it's also kind of sweet. I've had BFs/GFs insist on trying to catch colds from me by refusing to stay away when I'm sick. It's really endearing actually.

It's a primitive answer but it's the truth. I don't know, maybe I should masterbate again to refresh my feelings of the fantasy. Maybe that'd help me answer the question better. I honestly have not masterbated for a pretty long while.

Text her first and ask for permission.

[Patti-here]

Jen,seal some germs in an envelope and UPS them to me K

[jen1447]

Aw - that's so romantic!

[Motorguy]

Alright...well it's a bit lengthy but I think the background helps make sense of it.

All through school growing up I had a really close girlfriend. She stayed at my house, I stayed at hers, etc. After graduation my family took her on a camping trip with us. Me, her, and my older sister ( who was about to graduate college at the time ) hung out the entire time. We were the only ones our age.

One day, we spent the entire time at the lake. Late afternoon we decided to hit the shower house to clean up before dinner. We get there and it's surprisingly busy. There was 1 empty shower in the back corner. I called dibs on it first ( mainly because I was hungry and wanted to get back ). But my friend suggested we just all share it to save time.

We all agreed like it was no big deal. I thought it was going to be a quick rinse over our suits and get out. Not so... as soon as we got in and closed the curtain both my friend and sister undid their tops and removed them. So, I followed suit. Shortly after my sister pulled her bottoms down and then my friend did the same. All the while we were chatting about school, movies, stupid stuff. So I figured what the hell and did the same. To be honest, it was very awkward at first. But by the time we got out I was strangely aroused.

Now I've not told anyone this but over the years from time to time I fantasize about this situation. But what I really struggle with, is that sometimes when I fantasize I'll still include my sister in the fantasy. I'm not attracted to her in real; I think that's wrong; but for whatever reason the fantasy part .. I can't explain it.

Does this even makes sense?

Well I think that's very health the hormones was playing minded games with you at that time. Was arousing but the other part of your brain knew it was wrong you didn't act on it. This has happen with many many sibling over there years and never acted on it either it'S life.

[Patti-here]

Aw - that's so romantic!

I'd rather catch a cold from you the proper way, but sometimes you can only work with you got

[Motorguy]

Omfg... another fantasy of mine, and this one is HUGE (I can't believe I neglected to mention this)! I've only had this fantasy with my current GF and it's a pretty recent development (maybe 1.5 years).

I fantasize about me being already married to my GF, and she gets HIV through some freak accident (not through sex). She becomes utterly devasted and then tells me about it (she is often crying when she tells me). I then respond by having unprotected sex with her and get the virus as well. In this fantasy she is not dominant/aggressive when we are having sex. I would say I have the lead, but am not acting selfishly or as a total dominant.

Oh, and she tries to convince me to not go through with this (the sex) and then she gives in. This is without question my favorite fantasy and will get me aroused almost any time and anywhere.

Edit: this is taboo because it's morbid.

Yikes that beyond fantasy for me, in no way would I ever want a STD'S in real life or fantasy that just way off the end of the map for me.

[Something_Awesome]

Yeah that is a little creepy-freaky but it's also kind of sweet. I've had BFs/GFs insist on trying to catch colds from me by refusing to stay away when I'm sick. It's really endearing actually.

Yea, I got smashed one night and admitted this to my GF. She gave me a weird look for a moment and then smiled and said it was sweet. Like two weeks later she asked me about and wanted to know if I meant what I said.