[talk time]

Carl sorry to hear about your infection. That really sucks and you have every right to be angry not just about this but about many things.

The people that are posting to you now do care. There may have been some very early on in your post that were more sceptical but they are not here now. The ones still posting including myself, CW, damd, maz33 and many others just want to help.

We may feel a bit limited in what we can do but we are still trying to give you support, encouragement and care.

It is ok to be angry and this is a good place to vent. So vent away.

My thought are with you. tt

[Guest]

Hi

I just wanted to say "SORRY" for last night, i was very confused, angry, upset, pathetic, so if i upset anyone or if i was out of line last night, from the bottom of my heart im truelt sorry, i just feel im not in control anymore, havin having an infection was another knock off the ladder again.

Sorry

Carl

[CHANDLERS WISH]

Hi

I just wanted to say "SORRY" for last night, i was very confused, angry, upset, pathetic, so if i upset anyone or if i was out of line last night, from the bottom of my heart im truelt sorry, i just feel im not in control anymore, havin having an infection was another knock off the ladder again.

Sorry

Carl

I think i can speak for everyone Carl but I will let them speak for themselves, I am 100% sure that we all knew that, and it's your thread vent when you feel like it, it's okay... As much as saying anything really..

Thanks for the apology but personally I will say it's not necessary to me at all.



CW

[talk time]

No need to apologise. I understand your feeling angry and this is a good place for you to vent.

I'm glad you came back.

Take care. tt

[maz33]

No need to apologise Carl, you're upset and angry and that's completely understandable. As CW and others have said, come here and vent your anger if you feel you need to, we won't take it personally

Hopefully you'll see that we'll still be here for you anyway, however much you shout at us

[Guest]

Well again i thank you for being so understanding, i was down and upset last night, but been depressed for years lol, on some meds now for depression cant see them working to be honest but will have to see, they say for things to improve etc might take along time, crist im struggling enough as it is, but see what happens with louise next week, and judith aswell.

Thanks

carl

[maz33]

One step at a time...

Anti-depressant meds will take a good few weeks to start working but when they do they'll gradually stabilise your mood and take 'the edge' off everything. You'll soon start seeing things in a more positive light Different brands work for different people so don't be surprised if you need to chop and change to find the right one for you.

You'll be fine Carl, just keep your chin up and hang in there.

[Hystorm]

Also, please remember, everything you write here and describe will be a possible aid to others who come here to find help.
They may not have the same issue, but one never knows.

Also, how long has your mum been handling you when you bath, as long as you can remember?

Maybe its time to go out and find some NEW music. Something light and upbeat that you will enjoy to loose yourself in.

Then, there is Thrash Metal that would help with your anger, at least the head banging part.

I think its awesome that they did not deaden your unit. Once the healing is done, you will be able to still make love to your future wife, etc.

Also, I have had a clip-job myself. Not the nads, but a vasectomy.
I still Squirt up a Storm!!
You have only lost the actual sperm. The fluid does not come from the nads, but from the prostate and cowpers gland. You will still be able to squirt when the time cums!

Just wanted to ease your fears a bit.

Best of luck.

[Guest]

how long has your mum been handling you when you bath, as long as you can remember?

Yes since i was little ive liked what shes done, as a son would i guess.

As for this will be good incase someone else maybe going through when i am, cant see that im the only sad ****er who as this problem, but anyway i will shut up now.

carl

[Guest]

Morning

Hi i was wanted to say and get yet in more trouble with you all, that me and my mommy have been close adn shes always done things for me even before i went to first school, were should would do things like wash, bath, dress, feed, inspect me, wehn i was alittle younger she would do my long hair and alot of other things i liked her to do, i didnt like when i was naughty and she would smack my legs, bum, between my legs that would make me cry, my mommy as done this for many years and its very normal for me, and i get upset when ppl say she shouldnt be doing it, shes my mommy and im her son (gril) why isnt it normal as you say, sorry my head is so confused, she does many things for me and sometimes soothes me when im down, my mommy is saying maybe i need to be numb i would be a good boy for her then and she will be very happy and wont be scared of me anymore, she wants me to ask louise when i see her next week, but i am scared but im always scared like a little baby, i dont know if this even makes sence so i will stop here and shut up.

Carl