[Amber]

Amber, don't take his comments to seriously. Even if they were flirtatious it doesn't meant that he lied to you and wants to be in a relationship. Flirting is often nothing more than just some fun. For example, I sometimes flirt here on WH but it's just to goof around. I'm not interested at all in a romantic online relationship.

Within all of that mumble and jumble I posted, you misunderstood me. I said if he was flirting, I would have been mad. But he wasn't flirting with her. He just posted with a remark that showed he cared as a friend. So that is when I put the point of him not giving a sh*t about me. But then since he is the one causing the pain, I guess I can't expect him to care what it is doing to me.

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I don't know. Maybe I am jealous. That he can say something like that to her meanwhile he is hurting me so much and he doesn't even give a d*mn!! I guess since he is the one doing the hurting, he is not suppose to care what he is doing to me. Even after those two emails I sent him three weeks ago about the stupid chemistry thought. He refused to respond. Instead he chose to just run. And don't worry. Those two emails I sent him three weeks ago were the last emails I have sent him. And no I'm not stupid enough to send him any more. I'm not an extreme sucker for punishment but the way I'm going, I guess I'm pretty close.

[Amber]

And there is more than that, that lead to the giving in of the tears. But probably stuff I don't want to admit to myself. Because I know I need to get over him. If not for sanity reasons then for the fact that the stress will only do me harm.

[Amber]

dont block him agen...be the stronger 1...even tho its killing u now it will get beta in time (cliche i no...but it wil).
maybe he did that commy so u would see it? he would see uve become friends afta all!
hope u start 2 feel beta soon xxxx

Thanks Wench. Something tells me he didn't do it so I would see it. As much as I wish otherwise, I don't think he cares that much. And if he does care, as I would really like to believe, I still don't think he would even thing of something like that. The way I'm going it will probably be a long time before we can be friends again.

If you ever have a few hours and nothing at all worthwhile to do you can bore yourself by reading my thread.

[Amber]

Just in case some people may not use facebook too much, I just wanted to explain something. I no longer have access to his page. When we broke up, I blocked him, which made me loose that access. A few days later, I took off that block. Taking off the block doesn't give me access to his page again. But because there is no block, if we have a mutual friend and he posts on that friend's page, then I will be able to see it.

Why did I take the block off? I did it a few days after we broke up and before all the chemistry thing really hit me. But I did it because i figured if down the road, if he ever wanted to try to friend me again, he could see my picture when he searches, and he could contact me asking permission for access again. Otherwise, if he was blocked, he wouldn't have that option. Don't get me wrong. I'm not expecting this to happen any time soon. It may never happen but I didn't want to take that option away from him. And if I'm not ready for him to have access again, I could just deny his request.

[CHANDLERS WISH]

But then since he is the one causing the pain, I guess I can't expect him to care what it is doing to me.

He wouldn't know my love... You originally blocked him, he's just being himself, making comments on other people's posts of comments. You wouldn't come to mind in that regard as facebook is just a place to laugh really, is it not? Or share a painful line or two that your feeling at that time. Off course "friends" respond.

I can't count the amount of times I have said this and it's proven to be correct.

You are only sad and feel angry and hurt and cry and pain, because "they" are all you know and you haven't met someone else yet to take away that pain. The day you do, as you get to know the new person over time and fall deeply in love, is the day you will wonder why you poured your soul out over this person. As, the other person will be 1000 times better in ever way shape and form.

People usually reply with "yes I know" but I don't think I will ever love anyone like I did him.

I'm here to tell you that makes me smile. As, I sit back and wait 8 months to read, OMG, I'm met...................and a few months later, "guess what? I'm getting married"..

Allowing yourself to continually grieve won't let you move on into the future...

Stay focused on who Amber is and who Amber is becoming sexually and who Amber is becoming as a person... Focus only on you

And, maybe stay away from facebook for a few weeks, just to get your head around this .

That thing also you asked me about? It's herbal and perfectly fine to take and can help as well.

I just bought some fish oil, haha and saw it next to it in the shops.

CW

[the wench]

Thanks Wench. Something tells me he didn't do it so I would see it. As much as I wish otherwise, I don't think he cares that much. And if he does care, as I would really like to believe, I still don't think he would even thing of something like that. The way I'm going it will probably be a long time before we can be friends again.

If you ever have a few hours and nothing at all worthwhile to do you can bore yourself by reading my thread.

how long ago did u split? xx

[Amber]

Wench, it was actually one month ago today now that I think about it.

[the wench]

Wench, it was actually one month ago today now that I think about it.

am sure ul get over him and relise ur beta off without him soon enuf!

[caterpillar79]

Baby steps, Amber...you'll make it.

[Texinator]

Too bad Amber doesn't live in Australia or CW doesn't live in the States. Otherwise we'd have the Dangerous Duo!