[sexnlove]

Ok...why does it have to be so hard to lower my drive! I am constAntly frustrated at the fact i feel like i need sex everyday. My hubby said he think i am overly wanting affection and sex. Its like i cannot help it, i wake up wanting sex and then before bed. He seems to think and suggest something is wrong with me...is there..i love sex and have never cheated or whatever. But i started watching porn and then climaxing like 3 times in a row sometimes. And usually when we have sex, i climax twice and when i know he is going to...my body like quick starts and i climax at the same moment he does. Its a natual reaction for me. I think about sex all the time and its like everything erotic i see turns me on and my man is so boring in bed thatum so unhappy with him. He wont do oral and if he does its after ive begged him and he has never moaned or said it feels good and wont cum. He wont get into sex like i want too...and i just do not know what to do anymore. Ive debated leaving, even tho everything else seems good in the relationship. Im only 25 and to think ill be with someone who doesnt enjoy sex the wayi do, forever kills me. I feel so uncomfortable with him as he makes me feel like. Freak. If we skip one day not having sex im crabby and irritable. I do not know what to do...i dont like toys cause i want a realman, and sometimes i feel like looking elsewhere cause he isnt willing to meet me in this need.