[Guest]

hi CW im just fed up
but to answer ur Qs

So when exactly did she talk about affairs and her lack of sex with you? In-between? - yes, in-between b4 i finished

Are you now telling us that she has "told" you she will have sex when she wants and only when she wants even if that is once a year?- she never "told" but thats what will happen because 95% of the time she has no time n i'm the person who "initiates"

And, you have decided to kill your sex drive ( I read that on another thread here too) in order to comply, or compromise?- nope i can't kill somethg born with me, but just stay focused on some better things like profession or sports-hopefully that ll downregulate the sex drive,

i know i can't compromise, but i know science, biology and i do yoga (yoga helped me give her 3 or 4 orgasms at a time)
science teaches forebrain shud control the primitive brain for self control and yoga trains you. i ve done this in school, college etc

Tell me that is not so. - im telling that is not not so

and what is Whoa, erm?????

bye game time

[Guest]

hi hi CW im just fed up
but to answer ur Qs

So when exactly did she talk about affairs and her lack of sex with you? In-between? - yes, in-between b4 i finished

Are you now telling us that she has "told" you she will have sex when she wants and only when she wants even if that is once a year?- she never "told" but thats what will happen because 95% of the time she has no time n i'm the person who "initiates"

And, you have decided to kill your sex drive ( I read that on another thread here too) in order to comply, or compromise?- nope i can't kill somethg born with me, but just stay focused on some better things like profession or sports-hopefully that ll downregulate the sex drive,

i know i can't compromise, but i know science, biology and i do yoga (yoga helped me give her 3 or 4 orgasms at a time)
science teaches forebrain shud control the primitive brain for self control and yoga trains you. i ve done this in school, college etc

Tell me that is not so. - im telling that is not not so

and what is Whoa, erm?????

bye game time

[Guest]

there was some cloud prob i had to repost , read once

bye show time

[Guest]

nice game, endogenous opiods fill my brain , euphoric, when i get up i ll be alright

[Guest]

hi CW i gues i ve cleared ur Qs....
i'm drowsy , gonna sleep, morn i will check. ok? GN

[CHANDLERS WISH]

Show time, game?

I thought I was just trying to work out something in your marriage but ok.

Yoga and spirituality as in meditation or the likes in my opinion is excellent, it does help one's mind totally.

You have to work out how you two can come together more.. No pun intended.

[Guest]

hi CW

I thought I was just trying to work out something in your marriage but ok.

i shud really thank u for that.

sometime if we ve problems we ve to keep the prob aside do something else good, feel good n look at the prob again - so i went for game

i know i was little anxious for the past 2 days ( i had little sleep last week, in fact the whole week went like 1 day) after that day when i was about to tell something n she mistook n told something ( u know)

to break the anxiety circuit- u shud get good deep sleep-to get good sleep u shud get really very tired- n that is what sports does ( my dad taught me)

now im perfect

we have little differences like

1) she likes shopping (i hate) and i like sports (she likes, she was also playing the same game i play, now she is not fit enough)

2) i sleep b4 10pm, get up b4 5 am ... she sleeps after 11pm (even b4 kids) wakes up around 7 am ( 1 - 2 hours lost everyday)

3) stress reliver for me - sports , for her - shopping

yesterday she asked me 2000 bucks for shopping i gave her double n i know she has money n cards

so i came back from game ( game time is game time, show time is when u perform well in game ), she came back from shopping , gave me good dinner then good sleep

so NOTHING happened this weekend, u know why obviously, i screwed up the weekend's valuable time ( her relatives are also here)

BUT I WILL COMPENSATE ON SOME WEEKDAY( she will agree, coz she was not looking so good this weekend) AND LIGHT UP THE FIRE WORKS

as for the fetish thing i wont do if she is not enjoying ( i know she enjoys)

one last thing

"I KNOW I FOUGHT AGAINST ALL ODDS (I ALMOST FOUGHT AGAINST EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY EXCEPT MY DAD) TO MARRY HER"

I CAN'T STOP LOVING HER, N MY LOVE FOR HER GROWS EXPONENTIALLY DAY BY DAY

see this is me,

got up early today , went to the other room to see her (not for sex, just to see her n kids coz i slept b4 them), she s sleeping sandwitched by my kids,

i ll wait for her to get up n talk to her in good tone, behave nicely (may be i ll give one passionate kiss), her day shud start fine coz she works very had

once again

THANK FOR THE SUPPORT CW N OTHERS FOR EVERYTHING

[Guest]

hi CW
special thanks for u coz other people who helped me disappeared, but u continue to ... thank you

[Bladyn'smommy16]

I stopped because I felt chandlers wish had it under control (:

[Guest]

hi BM 16
pls don't stop u all did it ( u r such a gr8 friend )

and post #168 is the real me FYI

today morn we discussed for 15 min , she said she is so comfortable with me in all respects (that includes EVERYTHING),

she said she ll compensate on weekdays if there was no fireworks on saturday night.

so sparks might fly tonight.....if not tomorrow