[Guest]

Sigh........2pm uk time i might not be a man anymore

[maz33]

Sigh........2pm uk time i might not be a man anymore

You'll always be a man Carl...and more so than some!

We'll be thinking of you

[damd]

Sigh........2pm uk time i might not be a man anymore

Good luck to you Carl, you will always be a man.

[sourpuss]

I hope all goes well and you get the results you are looking for from this.
The community here supports you.
Take care and be sure to let us know you are ok.

[Guest]

I was going to post abvout yesterday, but i cant im alittle angry, upset.

Sorry

[CHANDLERS WISH]

Talk when your ready Carl, we will always be here.

CW

[Guest]

Well i will say, the women & young girls that come on the forums here, will be alot more happier then me, simple.

[CHANDLERS WISH]

Well i will say, the women & young girls that come on the forums here, will be alot more happier then me, simple.

Hey you.... What seems sad today, will feel better in a few days time, remember, we are ALL here, everyone of us that have been here through the journey, of 100 pages, male and female.

And we will be here today, and tomorrow.

Right now, i am out of here, but i was here today, and i will be here tomorrow.



Sometimes it is even better to let it all loose and talk, Carl.......

Take care for now.

CW

[talk time]

My thoughts are with you Carl. I along with a lot of others have been following your journey.

Every loss follows a grieving process. First a sense of bewilderment, not being able to believe it, then anger, sadness and eventually acceptance. The time spent in each stage depends on the person and their supports. It helps to vent to get through the stages so when you feel you are ready you can use this forum to vent if you wish. It is very normal to feel angry right now, you may even feel angry at all that have given you advise at the moment, that is ok too.

We are all here for you anyway.

tt

[CHANDLERS WISH]

With Male Virgins Permission i am posting our Private Messages today..

He did not feel comfortable and i purely asked questions as aposed to saying what i was thinking. But as such, i know what i think, and eventually stated and asked, as i said, whether i could pose the questions to you:-


In this Private Message here is what i learnt....

Carl did go through with casteration because his Mother made him go.

His Mother has been bathing him and cleaning him up until he was 38 years of age.

She stated that she felt that he would rape her as to the reason why she suggested he should seek advice and stopped bathing him at 38, he is 42.

"Carl i don't want to say what i am thinking can i post this on your thread?"

"Yes but i dont want people to hate me"

"They wont hate you, can i ask that you tell Louise this"

" I don't what them to hate my Mummy"...

Lets just get to the comment as Carl feels you will hate him i have a different opinion:-

Here are his comments:- Up until 38 years of age:-

" I would cum in her hand and she would go to the bathroom / toilet in her room and tell me to stay in me room until she said so..."

"I liked her jerking me off, in the bathroom or on my bed, it was a girl doing it and nice all the time Mummy said i was a good boy"

"I had to tell her when i was hard"

"I liked er washing my when it was hard"

"SHe would get me hard and wash me"

"I did what Mummy said"

"She encouraged me to masterbate"

"But Mummy didn't hurt me?"


"Mummy made me feel nice when she touched me when i cum, i like her bathing me, washing me, dressing me, inspecting me both places, feeding me doing my hair, she was really nice to me but then she stopped.

I have said what i feel and i have asked Carl if i can post this so others can say what they think.

I am doing this because you can imagine, it is very difficult to say "Mummy Dearest" with any form of understanding